Hi TB I am Papa Bear and I have been wet all my life and going down sense 1972. This is a twelve step program and I am still on step 9! I have known of my addiction for years and even though I can't stop taking it up my nose I get by with a little help from my Buddies. No matter how I try I can't shake it! I know you have been here, but it looks as though you have it under control. I have a hundred bottle a year or more habit. Sometimes I find myself exhausted after a 25 bottle run with my ears ringing and my blood on the verge of boiling! I am finding it harder and harder to live on land between fixes. This habit is expensive and takes me way from my family and forces me to have friends who are hooked to some extent or another. I know that I will be an Aquaholic for the rest of my life and all I need is more Buddies and to see that I get what I need! You are just the type of person that I need to associate with